whookay.. ive been uhhmm.. doing ALOT of thinking today. and, yeah. all i could really think about was ... you. ive come to a decision. something that i dont really wanna do. but its probably for the best. well, best for you maybe. coz its killing me inside. even though i love you so much. yes, you heard it. i love you. and as champ sed, "i dont care what they say, i dont care what they do". even though i love you so much, im going to have to give you up. but that doesnt mean im gonna stop loving you or dreaming that someday we'll be together. it just means im gona stop trying to make you mine already. im gonna stop all the diskarte and just give up. because i know you're better off without a guy like me. you deserve a handsome, sweet, romantic, nice, kind guy. a prince charming or sumthing. and i most definitely know i aint your prince charming. and even though it hurts like hell to say that, it's still true and i have to deal with it. i mean, i love you enough to want to see you happy. yet, i want to be happy too. and ive decided to just stop thinking of my own happinness. and let yours go first. i know youve got alot of other guys after you. and im sure, that one day.. you'll make one guy the luckiest guy in the world by being by his side.. and i can be there in the crowd. supporting you, even though inside i just wanna break down and cry. you were never really mine, so why does it hurt so much? maybe its coz ive tried so hard on trying to get you to be with me. maybe.... i pity myself. well, watever the reason. it doesnt really matter right now. all i want to stress out here is that... im no longer after you. i still want you... but i know i can never have you.. so i guess i'll just give up... hope you get what you want...
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.. ahahaha.. ambot na lang... yea... then my parents called for me to have dinner... then we went home... ahaha.. nya mao na xa... that's all i can share... bye2x
... ahahaha... i knw.. im pathetic... but, i dnt care.... hahai.. did i mention? i finaly got an ipod!! weeee for me!! ahahaha.. only 650 songs pa.. hahai... ahahaha.. gots a long way to go b4 xa ma puno... hmmm... ambot lang oi... let me get back to my day of doing nothin lang sah... i promise i'l continue updating this thing nah... 
ahaha... cud hav been a much better LEAD vocalist and dancer
though!!!!! ahahaha.. jk!ü bsta... we practiced my sacrifice the whole
time... i had a hard time masterin the intro but eventually got it(ako
pa?!?!?)
...
and there was this drunk guy hu kept on interrupting us... annoying
guy... ahahaha!! then.. we had time to do watever bfore we left...
nya... i had to bring kathya home... and dropped josh,kristian and
bouviere somewer els... i askd kathya if i cud hang at her house but
she refused.... but thats aryt.... i ended up eatin in my fav
restaurant after.... SINANGAG!!! mmmmmmm.... longsilog... nya on my way
home... i bought strings for my electric
...
and i bought a new pick... then... wen i got home... my mom told me to
get ready coz we were goin to danao,,, and i was like... can i sleep
first!??!?! im sooo freakin sleepy!!!.... and she was like... NO...and
i was like... FINE!! and i just slept in the car on the way there...
then... i hung out in danao for a while.. then went home... and went
onlyn for a while... then shut my eyes..... and drifted away to dream
land
nYa LinGAw aUt gAHaPon.. kAi ninghimU kOg LeTter sa pRinciPaL kAI di kO gAnaHan oG I.
T. cLub.. iyA mAn kO gi butaNg did2... bAlhin LAgi kO sPorTs!!! tHe
pOwEr oF tHe Pen!! AHahahaha!!! ok... heRe's wAt i think oF
aLL mY fRikkin cLasSmaTes...
hEy!!! dBa i tOLd u gUyS nA i gAvE uP nAh!!!??? wELL kItA nA k0g bAg.O!!! bwahahahaha!!!! wLa LaNg..... aNsWeR tHe bLoG bEfOrE tHiS oNe hA!!! tHaNkS!!!